December 2010
50 posts
I just made "nachos."
a.k.a. Tostitos (1/2 jalapeno flavor, 1/2 whole grain) with Tostitos Restaurant Style Salsa and not-enough mozzarella cheese.
I don't know what is wrong with me
but I am constantly tired. I slept until 2 today (granted, I didn’t fall asleep ‘til 5) and just laid here all day EXHAUSTED. I’m ready for bed for the night but I’m babysitting until the wee hours of the night. The worst.
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I need to focus on what I want. For the first time, I need to be competitive. I need to reach and I need to be above average. I’m average at almost everything I attempt without really trying. Why don’t I just push so I can be above average? Why can’t I be above average without having a goddamn sob story? I hate myself right now and I’ve been hating myself. I know my life is...
Let's play a game
is my drunk, obnoxious, idiot cousin on my old mattress downstairs?
am i in love with my 45+ female neighbor due to her attitude?
do i love my brother more because i hear him tripping over himself trying to turn his light off?
am i wasted?
did i listen to my aunt tell me a story about her not finding the condom wrapper…….then “out pops cade”?
did the asshole,...
Christmas with the Purvis's
was spectacular. We had 30-40 people there (not all at once, I don’t think. Maybe though!). Nothing went wrong. Everything was great! I had so much fun. Stayed up till 8:30 AM though and had to wake up at 12:30 for work. Soooo I’m exhausted.
Making rolls for Christmas tonight while Diane makes cookies. It’s getting late and I’m going to be up an hour later now. -__-...
I only need to get 42 points
on my Psychology final to get an A- in the class. 42 points out of 65. I don’t know man. This shit is so hard. Why does it have to be cumulative?! Everything was so easy for the whole class.
There are just so many things I can't stand right...
One of them being the fake-ness of people. Although, this is something that always irritates me. I really can’t stand the people who constantly talk about not being fake and being unique and their own person and not falling into stereotypes. But they are that stereotype. They all fall into that category.
The next person who judges me for being me is going down. Apparently because I listen...
I have a tub of peanut butter
next to my bed. And no crackers. I hate this. I don’t like peanut butter without a cracker. But I want peanut butter!
I am boring lately.
My apologies. I have a final today, and two tomorrow. Then a paper & a take home final due Monday, followed by an in-class final.
Hooray.
Watching the season premiere of A&E's...
and I know the girl. It’s weird and it’s blowing my mind. She dated an old friend of mine (who I don’t talk to anymore but am still associated with that “group”) and when we were 17/18 she got sent to rehab. I’m not 100% sure it’s her because in this show she’s got bright orange hair and..well..she’s been on heroine for like 7 years. But...
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I am having a party next Wednesday..
I have never thrown a party before! Old friends are coming and new friends and jimmy’s friends and it should be great! It’s a semi-formal event, cocktail attire. Since old friends are coming, I need to get back on track with my diet. Not that I’m on a diet, but I have eaten nothing but Pizza Hut, candy, Pop-Tarts, etc. since Thursday. Oof. Since I’m shallow and...
I hate arguing
when someone is mad at me.
I have to shower
and do my hair, but I also have to go to CVS for tampons and pads. My brother would vomit if he read this.
Are all boys like that? So grossed out by the fact that girls have periods?
I'm so tired
I could puke. It’s awful.
I haven’t been feeling great lately. In an inside not-feeling-great type of way. I can’t even explain it. I don’t even want to try to explain it.
I need Diane to be home for winter break. I am going to Rutgers on Thursday to play with her & Cathy! Yay!! I hope Chuck isn’t around only because I just need to talk to Diane..I don’t...
When I'm looking for my cell phone
& it isn’t in arm’s reach or under my blankets, I automatically get sweaty and angry and upset because WHERE THE FUCK CAN IT BE!?
Oh, if I sit up, I can see it’s about 2 inches out of arm’s reach. Oops.
Today,
my 6 minute drive to school took an hour and a half. Jackie took 3 hours to get there during her usual 1 hour drive. No one was in school. 46 was a parking lot.
Awful.
There are worms everywhere
and I will probably die from them.
I am tired and wet and smelly and have class until 7:45ish. Kill me.
I just want hot chocolate and my bed.