Ugh.

I am never on Tumblr, but when I am, I hate most of the people I follow. I’m sorry, but I feel like I follow 12 year olds with this false realty of life. I’m done with that. I’m moving on from you. Some of you may be like 17 and think you are IT and this is YOU and this is WHAT IT’S GONNA BE but you are so wrong. and I have known that for so long and have come to, (as Dee said, shall I refer to It’s Always Sunny?), my 2nd act, even my 3rd act, perhaps 4th after all the bullshit I hate discussing and won’t discuss..but I am moving on to a different part of my life. I don’t know what that part is. I may be something to do with my relationship, something to do with my health, my body, my appearance. Maybe, hopefully, something to do with my own SELF. My own being.

It has to do something with my own being. How can a new act have nothing to do with yourself. Maybe that’s the problem???? Maybe everything has been about someone like me, someone attached to me. What about me?

What has yet to come?